10/14/2006

Colour Portrait World
& the Technicolour Dreams

I'm missing a number of people right now, so here goes.

You're brilliant and smart and I really respect you, even though you're quite far away from the conventional "OMG how can you be so talented funny amazing hardworking asljkhdf it's not humanly possible" person, I love you for who you are. We aren't as different as I thought we were and you're one of the few people around whom I don't have to watch what I say. You always inspire me with how determined you are to reach where you want to get to and just in case you were wondering on how serious I was when I said it, I'm still looking out for opportunities, and it's up to you whether you'll want to follow that original plan when/if the time comes. I'm really really unsure about the rest but 10 years down the road, I can see us meeting up, or simply chatting online, updating each other our lives, however different they might be. No matter what happens, I know I'll always have your support just like how you've got mine. You're something special, don't you ever give up. Here's to going for our dreams. Cheers (:

Scratch meeting up 10 years down the road. I don't think I'll ever get as close to you as I should/seem to be, even if I do understand you better than most other people. Actually, this goes out to more than one person . Haha. I'm missing who I saw when I first met you and to be honest, I don't really want to care if you aren't willing to show me who you really are.

You've taught me so much, helped me grow, you're one of the reasons I'm the person I am today. But somewhere along the way, the line snapped and I find that I've lost (almost) all the respect I've ever had for you. I'm sorry, I don't think I'll ever be able to speak to you properly again. At least not until after you change to become the person you can and damn well should be.

All I can say is, I'm glad you're my friend. I'm sorry I missed today's call and I can't wait till the next time I see you again. Continue working for all your goals, I've got so much faith in you, it's quite unnerving. You can be anyone you want to be. Haha, I miss our little talks. Come online quick! We've got so much to catch up on. :D

I don't like the way you seem to be able to read me so easily when you don't know half the things about me. Maybe you're just more perceptive than other people. Because I don't show or say half the things I think, you think I'm still a child. You think that all I care about are the mundane, everyday things like what homework we have for the day or something. You think that because of what you gone through, you're better than others. You know more. I don't deny that the experiences have made you grow up a little faster than the rest of us. But that doesn't mean you're the only one who has had experiences. Everyone else around you gets fed up with the way you keep jumping to conclusions BASED ON the things YOU have gone through. So stop it, because you're a lovely person but I can never figure out whether what I see is the Real Deal or not.

You're something special, and I never appreciated how important you were until now. You were always low key, but without you, nothing would have been the same. Like with so many others, we might have become closer had I stayed on, but whatever. Don't ever change who you are.You've got no idea how much you inspire me, how much your actions spur me on towards me goals.

Both yesterday and today were Pause Days. I think I need another one, tomorrow.

:D
11:42 PM